 Is it weird?
Is it weird to already have so much anxiety just thinking about the loss of my precious best friend? Taylor is only 7 and still acts like a puppy. I get uncontrollably anxious and tearful just thinking about what I will do when the day comes or how I will even begin to cope. I can't even think about moving on or using those words.
I've been a loner much of my life. After a cruel break up from my fiancé I rescued Taylor and we've been partners in crime ever since. She is and always will be a mommas girl. I never have been the typical emotional girl over nice gifts, movies, or even life events... Up until these thoughts of losing my best friend, Taylor.
I feel like a crazy person for balling at these thoughts. I've felt like no one could even begin to understand until I stumbled on this website this morning.
Is there anyone out there who is head over heels in love with their yorkie and can appreciate or understand where I'm coming from?
-Aubrey |