Misty, I'm sending hugs and kisses right back to you (and to Teddy too).
I am sorry for the troubles you have had and hope things are on a better course now. And whenever things are not going so good you just let us know and we are here to support you with loving kindness. You are a treasured member of this group.
I have to say that 2014 was one of the toughest years ever for me, and I am counting on 2015 being better. I am so grateful to the Yorkie Talk friends who helped me through Meika's diabetes, then her death from toad poisoning, my mom's cancer then her death.... I was to numb to tell you about my daughter's illness, then my own surprise diagnosis of pre-diabetes/insulin resistance, and then ending the year by ending a 3 yr relationship with a really sweet boyfriend.
Hey, the good news is I am still standing, and 2015 is going just great, and I hope it is going good for all of you

I wish you all peace, love, health and happiness.