[Cat2861]

I am very sorry for your loss of Nuada. As Earthangel said, "It really never goes away". I lost two of my boys (furbabies) in 2011 and I still can not talk about them without crying and feeling so much pain from them being gone. It will get better and when I start getting sad thinking of my them, I always vision a happy scene with them in heaven sitting on my fathers lap being spoiled. No pain, no nothing....Just happy in the never-ending sunshine! May Nuada RIP and you'll see him again, waiting to jump in your arms to give you all his loving.