I can relate to your story. I'm so sorry for your loss. I am still grieving the loss of my Brandi who died in December 2013. I went through almost the exact same thing you went through with the not know what was wrong. I still can't watch videos of her but it does get better. Now when I think of her I smile instead of cry.
Go ahead and cry as much as you need to. Your little one is there with you and will remain with you until she is sure you will be okay. Just know that you will see her again one day. We are here to support you as much as you need us. |