Thanks for the kind messages since I last wrote. I looked back on here but I couldn't bring myself to login to reply. I'm struggling at the moment. I've not stopped missing Dilly since I lost her so suddenly but the complete and utter dispare that I felt and immense grief and sadness as come back. I got to the stage where I could think of her fondly, remembering all the lovely times we shared but now I think of her and bust into tears. I just miss her so much.
I know it's the fact that it's Christmas the first one without her that is making me feel worse. I'm dreading Christmas Eve - all my pets have stockings and this year she won't be waking up to rip hers open with such enthusiasm as she always did. The thing is I've got so much to be grateful for, I have two baby girls who will be having their first Christmas this year and a six year old boy who is super excited. I also have a wonderful Husband and my two dogs and thee rabbits to share it with but I just can't get over the fact Dilly won't be with us. I just miss her so much x x |