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Old 11-09-2014, 06:08 AM   #12
Opium88
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Since my last post I've actually done ok. I was just focusing on Toby and Izzy and keeping a smile on my face. Until about 2 hours ago when we were driving back from the casino on the highway. My best friend lives right off the highway right past a certain exit and both Chewy ( my Pitt bull mix who lived to be 17 before I had to put him down last year) and Marley are both buried in her yard next to each other.. when we were about 30 seconds away from passing them I told Scott "to think happy thoughts for them and send love out cause we are passing by them right now" , and right when we passed uncontrollable silent tears just started falling . It's amazing how scary the world gets at 75mph through blurred and shiny vision from tears when you're the one driving. I just did my best to keep my eyes open and my breathing under control until I got home. It still seems ironic that I can handle every human in my aura dying with a good amount of grace, but I can't hold my composure for s**t at the thought of my precious creatures being gone. I just hope Chewy is watching over her like he would have if they were here. And maybe that's why she had to go so early... To keep chewy company since he was alone in heaven after 17 years of never leaving my side. Maybe he needed her more than I think I do.
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