Originally Posted by matese  I Believe there IS a rainbow bridge.
I my 17 y/o girl was at the vets for several days, diarrhea, not eating, not drinking. Everyday the tech would call with positive reports, she would be coming home, she ate a little, drank a Little, diarrhea was letting up. Everyday I would visit her, they would take out the IV, I would take her to my car for pvt. quality time, I would cry and pray and tell her to get better (this is so hard for me to write) everyday I would visit I saw she was loosing a lot of weight, yet the techs assured me she was improving. Day 5 I was called she could come home that evening, later in the day I was called, they wanted to keep her another day because the diarrhea was not 100% gone. Still all positive reports, Day 7 get get a 10AM call, unusual because tech calls start at 11AM. The call was to "come say my good byes, I had to put Matese down" I was shocked, numb, In a nut shell I did what I had to do for my sweet baby. I was in shock, all positive reports then this call. I was sick, still in shock, not able to drive because my mind was always drifting back to the phone call, and me holding my girl and whispering in her ear that momma loved her while the tech injected her and ended her life. I was a hazard on the road, so I stayed home. 3 weeks later due to a horrible tooth ache I was forced to go to the dentist, just as I arrived at his office I received a call, my son unexpectedly had passed away an hour earlier, heart attack, he was not sick, no history of heart problems and to young. I don't remember how I got home, I do remember sitting at my kitchen table when I entered my house, crying and crying, first my little girl, now my only child that lived 2 states away. What do I do, who do I call, all of a sudden I saw my son walking on grass, he was laughing and laughing, then I see all my past puppies running towards him, tails all wagging, tongues hanging out, running down a hill to greet him, I see my son kneel down to greet them, laughing and saying to them "you remember me" all the dogs were jumping on him, licking his face, and he was happy and laughing. I felt like a veil , something came over me, I stopped crying, I felt peace in my heart and a warmth fill my body, I knew my son was safe and happy, my puppies were with a loved one. It was a beautiful feeling to know they were together, it was RAINBOW BRIDGE. I still grieve terribly for my son and lil girl, but then that vision comes back. I am not a believer of the after life, or a person that sees visions, what happened to me 1 1/2 hours after my son passed away was the first time something like that ever happened. I do believe there IS a RAINBOW BRIDGE and one day I will be reunited with my son and puppies. |