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Originally Posted by intilis  Joan, I was horrified to read about your tragic losses. I'm not sure I could go on if I lost a child. You are a very strong person to have endured what you have and still be able to open your heart again. God bless you!
I very strongly believe in the afterlife, and know that we will see our loved ones again. I am so thankful that you were given the gift of seeing your beloved son & babies happy together at the bridge. I know that gift helped you to continue on. I am praying for God to give you the strength and comfort to get through this difficult month, and every day after. |
How very sweet of you, last Oct. was horrific, Thanks to a good friend they drove me every day to NY where my son lived, I had to ID my son ALONE as he passed away in his sleep in his apt. No mother should have to go through that. I had to go to courts to get approved for administrator of accounts, I had to prove there was no wife to take charge of his belongings, that I was the only person that had rights to enter his apartment. All I had was a driver and I am thankful I had that, I was not able to drive, my mind was always wandering, I was a hazard on the road. I was born and raised in NY. Fed, Govt, City employed ppl are the nastiest ppl ever to deal with, but, each dept. I had to go to I was treated with kindness, respect and was helped if filling out all forms, I was AMAZED by their kindness. For 6 weeks I had to go back and fourth to NY, it was so over whelming just getting approval forms, so much red tape. With in those 6 weeks is when lil Cody entered my life, (3 weeks after my son past away, 6 weeks after my lil girl had to leave me) he helped me cope the next 3 weeks, I was a stranger to him, but when I would get weak and cry, he felt my pain and would give me little face kisses, my bond with this lil boy is stronger then any baby I had. This is a hard month for me, but I have lil boy to help me get through it. Thank you for your kind words, it does mean a lot to me. I don't speak about what happened last Oct. I live it everyday, telling why I believe there is a Rainbow Bridge has given me strength to get through this sad month. Thank you everyone.