Oh my! As I said before Twisty was 17 years old so you can imagine the pictures I have of her!! When I created the tribute video I was still sort of out of it and not feeling up to digging through years of pictures. My daughter and I created that video rather quickly with photos I had readily available on my computer. Back when I got Twisty we had the film cameras that you sent off and got prints back (you guys know how that has changed). Anyway, I have photo albums full of nothing but Twisty from the day we got her. I am going to sort through them all tonight and get them scanned in and I hope to have a new video to post in a few days. My daughter LOVED going through the photos and seeing Twisty young, playing with toys, running, swimming in her pool, etc - all the things she no longer wanted to do/could not do. My daughter and I smiled and laughed and she said, "Mama these pictures are not making me sad anymore - you made a good life for Twisty". I can say right now I still hurt and I still miss Twisty more than anything in the world, but at the same time it has been the best night I have had since Twisty passed. I think it helped my daughter as well and that really makes me happy.
I had a rough day today because I have had all these thoughts today that I made the wrong choice. I still want to post the full story of what happened on here and I want to hear some feedback from you guys on that subject. But for right now I am going to enjoy this moment and go sort through my pictures and remember the good times. I really appreciate anyone who takes the time to read my posts and to respond. Your replies have really meant more to me than I could ever tell you! |