CouversMom-
I'm praying for all of us! My beautiful April passes away June 19, 2014 @4:00 p.m.
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I had to send my daughter to pick up her paw prints. This has been the hardest time - I have all of Aprils blanket, her toys and nothing can be washed,
I have a good week and then a bad couple of days. I'll send you a Living Love just have tissues, it will take through you the process.
I had April's urn and kiss everyday. I've instructed her ashes to be w/mine. I hope it gets better one day.
However, I'm blessed I have all of you that understands the hurt in your heart.
God be with us durning this rough journey,
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Originally Posted by CouversMom  Thank you for posting this, Carmen. I needed to read this tonight. I completely understand what you are saying. I frequently post on the RIP threads, but haven't truly felt the heartbreak before this week. I have had dogs from my childhood pass, but never a pet that was truly mine. With the tragic passing of my Tiger this week, I feel like my heart has been crushed into a million tiny pieces and I have never felt this type of pain before. I have gone into a depression and cannot picture this pain going away. After reading your post, it sounds like it does not. I have been a zombie at work and have hoped to get the spark back, but I'm not thinking it's going to happen.
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