It'll be a month tomorrow since we lost Marley. And every time there's silence I cry. And we both cry. She seems to shadow everything still. Other people probably think it's a little weird that I am taking this so hard, but s**t, we loved that little girl ten times more than we do any actual person in our lives. So tomorrow will be extremely hard on us. I just hope it starts to get easier. Not that I deserve it to, really. But I'm just starting to lose any interest i had in anything and I don't want to feel like I'm bringing Scott down all the time. But God I just miss her and no matter how hard I cry it won't bring her back and I can't seem to get that through my head |