Thank you for posting this, Carmen. I needed to read this tonight. I completely understand what you are saying. I frequently post on the RIP threads, but haven't truly felt the heartbreak before this week. I have had dogs from my childhood pass, but never a pet that was truly mine. With the tragic passing of my Tiger this week, I feel like my heart has been crushed into a million tiny pieces and I have never felt this type of pain before. I have gone into a depression and cannot picture this pain going away. After reading your post, it sounds like it does not. I have been a zombie at work and have hoped to get the spark back, but I'm not thinking it's going to happen.
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