Tony and I watched this video earlier today and we're laughingn so hard. This was soon after we had brought her home and they were clearly still duking it out. Luma was an only dog for a year until Rosie came home with us. Luma was unfriendly at first. She never liked other dogs and would get defensive at dog parks if other dogs came near her. When Rosie came home she was the typical annoying little sister, 1/4 Luma's size but with an even bigger bark and attitude. Believe it or not, somehow they learned to love each other. Sisters and best friends at the end. Luma became so much more friendly after learning how to play with other dogs, thanks to Rosie.
We took Luma to the dog park a few days ago and it was a mess. She was mean to every dog who came near her and we eventually had to leave. She hadn't been like that since before Rosie. It made me sad and I started to cry thinking that with Rosie gone, luma is now back to being a grouch, and I worry that she's unhappy. It truly upsets me. Tonight's just one of those nights...I'm sobbing, heartbroken, lonely, in satisfied, and the only thing that could heal my heart is having my angel back in my arms...almost four months later I am still hurting...Daddy, too. We can't get over this. I can't bring myself to ever get another pet. I don't think I can ever open my heart again to another dog. To everyone who has lost a loved one...I am so sorry For the times I offered my condolences...never truly having experienced a close loss myself, I said the words we are expected to say...but now, NOW I truly understand and there are no words that can heal this terrible pain. I have never lost like I did when Rosie was put to sleep. It changed something inside me forever and I despise it. I can't accept what happened, even now. It seems to be getting harder every day. I can only turn to prayer and ask for God to heal me and restore my faith that some day I will hold my Rosie again.