Everytime I lose one of my precious babies, I get so angry with myself for ever getting involved with all these "dogs" at all....yes, there are great times and fabulous memories, but OMG, the heartbreak of losing them.....it is a pain that I find is getting harder and harder to get through.... Your breath still catches on that sharp jagged pain of losing your Zoey.....I think it always will....My highschool boyfriend died this last week, and BOY! THAT event really makes your own mortality come into sharp focus.....I guess I am melancholy over his passing, and then all my babies I have lost are coming to my mind now as well..... |