You hang in there.....I know you dont think this agonizing pain that catches your very breath, could ever possibly be remotely tolerable, but it will dull with passage of time. You wont forget Marley, and you wont forget the circumstances which led you to this place, but the pain will dull and the raw edges will heal over and not hemorrhage everytime Marleys memory bathes your mind and memory. You just hang in there and lean on your boyfriend....I think you have a keeper....any man that is sensitive and compassionate and tolerant about his girlfriends emotional pain over the loss of a beloved pet, is a keeper. It will get better, I promise. |