 Roxee my baby girl
One year ago tonight I had to make the most difficult decision I will ever make in my life time. My sweet baby girl was found to have cancer and basically the vet said it was to far to be able to help her. She had lost so much weight in just a couple of weeks. She wouldn't eat and only drink a little water, I knew in my heart that my baby was slipping away from me and there was nothing I could do about it. Yes like most my first thoughts where to bring her home and keep her with me as long as I could. But in my heart I knew she was in so much pain and nothing the vet could do was going to make her feel any better. I looked into her eyes and I could see it was time to let her go. As the poem says my greatest gift to her was to love her enough to let her go. I took the pain so she could be let go of hers. I raised her from a 7 week old puppy until the day she died she was almost 9 and half years old. In that time she gave me more love and happiness than anyone could ever ask for. She was my little shadow went everywhere I did. All she ever ask for was her Daddy's love and that she got tons of everyday. I like most have made a lot of mistakes in my life but she wasn't one of them if I've only done one thing right in my life time she was it. I loved her spoiled her , protected her and defended her with my heart and soul. If I could give a little advice it would be to love your babies like it will be the last day you ever get to. And if you have to make that decision to put them to sleep please make the same one I did and hold them in your arms kiss them tell them you love them as they slip from this world. Roxee my sweet sweet baby girl I cant believe its been a year, I miss you as much now as I did a year ago but remember my baby girl daddy loves you and you will always be in my heart and soul ......... until we meet at that bridge my love ....................Daddy loves you |