I hope you are doing a little bit better today. Won't you share with us stories and maybe pictures of your sweet Ellie as soon as you feel comfortable enough to do so. I think that is a sweet name you gave her. I know it can help to ease the pain to talk about her and show pictures too. I needed to talk about my baby when I lost her so I can understand the need to do so. That was a long time to have had her. I had mine for 16 years also and from the age of 8 weeks as well. I did not know either how I would cope but it has been over 3 years now and it did get better. Blessings to you. |