[matese]

So sorry for the loss of lil Dudley, but so very, very happy that you have a new baby in your life. I had to put down my 17 y/o girl Oct.1, 2013. It was sudden and unexpected. It felt like someone put a knife through my heart, the pain was so intense. I swore no more pups for me, in the past Ihad to put down several babies, loosing them never gets easy. I am getting older, loosing a baby is getting to over whelming. I was sick for 6 weeks, cried for 6 weeks, could not drive my car for 6 weeks, I was a hazard on the road. My mind would drift back to the day I received the call from my vet saying I have to come in and say my good byes, Matese has to be put down, I would see me holding my lil girl that was in much pain, I held her tight and whispered in her ear she was a good girl and momma loves her. The tech gave her the injection that ended her pain and her life. I would have to pull off the road because I would be crying and couldn't see the road, so I would have to come back home. The house felt so empty, my life was so empty. 6 weeks after having to put her down I received a call from my vet saying the just received a male surrender yorkie. I told her I didn't want a male, gave her all the reasons why I didn't want another dog. She said "just come to see him, there's something about him that reminds me of Matese" I asked what that was,she said his ears, Matese had the biggest,most beautiful ears. I didn't want another dog, but, I didn't want to hurt my vets feelings, she was thoughtful of thinking of me when she saw this lil boy. I knew I would never have a male dog, and felt it was sage to "just go see this dog" Well I went, I saw, I adopted, he came home with me that day. He has helped me cope with the loss of my lil girl, on days when I cry for her he feels my pain, he jumps on my lap and gives me yorkie kisses and puts the smile back on my face. There are no 2 yorkies alike, they all have their own silly quirks and personality. Bringing Cody home has made my house a home again, put love back into my empty heart. I have NEVER compared one yorkie to a past baby. This lil boy rescued me, not me hm. He is a true blessing. Your new baby will do the same for you, I am so very, very happy you took this new baby into your life. I know what bringing Cody into my life has done for me, and I know what this lil baby will do for you.