Oh dear Carmen, my heart aches for you. I know it is so hard and you have got a long way to go in the grieving process. Guys are wired differently that we are, so don't fault Tony too much for handling his grief inwardly and differently.
It just takes time, so let those tears flow, smile when you can, and keep lovin on sweet Luma, and letting her support you.
It has only been 2 weeks, and that is barely enough time to come out of the shock of it all.
It is 3 months since I lost Meika, and I still have things that trigger a big ole crying session, and some days that I can't think of anything else.
Hugs to you. |