Carmen I think about you often, I am so sad to hear how you are doing, but when you love like you do with every fiber of your body it hurts so much. Unfortunately not everyone outside of yorkie talk understands that losing a pet is often worse than loosing some human family members. Hopefully at work they are understanding because it will take you a while to be able to get through the day without crying, I know it must feel like you will never heal but each day will eventually get better. My mom has asked me several times why I keep getting a pet because eventually they will pass and I will be once again devastated and heartbroken, but then I think that the love and good times was so worth it that I know in spite of the pain that my life for what ever time I had with a beloved pet was so much fuller because of it. It will be harder with Rosie since she did not live out her full life but it sounds like she packed a hell of a lot into it and has left quite a legacy. I pray that each day you grow a little stronger. |