Welcome back, Kendra

. Glad to see you here again. I know you're missed! Now keep your little butt here

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I'm sure you meant the "racist" comment in some sort of jest, with no bad intentions whatsoever - we all know you well enough to know this, and know what a caring, evolved human being you are. I think, though, that there are some sensitivities, understandably so, surrounding the use of that word...and maybe it wasn't the best way to express what you were getting at. Maybe just take a moment when you can to clarify what you meant, so that others aren't hurt by what was written.
Again, welcome back! And glad your furkids are all doing so well!