[rrosenberry]

OM! Villette, I know it wasn't Funny at the time ( I've been there) but I can so see ya sitting at the table, drinkin' and talking to him.. I was cracking up. But I can completely understand,, Mine was similar, I took Maxie to the vet she was bad,, hadn't eaten in like 2-3 days, real dull coat, stayed in her room mostly, so at 16years old, I had prepared myself,, so the vet tells me she had breast cancer, which I didn't doubt her tummy had always been sensative to touch. So rather than prolong her pain,, I decided to do it then,, called Jim at work, ( my work too) boss answers, I'm crying so bad he can't understand me, but he caught the Jim part,and he got on the phone, so anyhow,,, he comes over stays in the room with me, (which later he tells me he wanted to leave but he was stuck in the corner and couldnt get out, ha)
So he's on his lunch hour and its like 95 degrees this day and way humid! So he's diggin' and sweating, and I'm sitting in the shade bawling. He gets it done,and has to go back to work,, and I said " No way I'm not going" I go inside the A/C and cried and looked at pictures all day and night, I didn't think it would ever end.. THAT is when I should have started drinking! LOL