This should be a happy time for John and I since we are both retired as of Friday. I am ruining it with my bawling. I so appreciate the sweet support of this community. My head says "you did what had to be done." My heart says the last thing you did was make your beloved best friend cry and die." Thus the tears.. I am just praying God will heal me. We are heading out to the lake to celebrate John's retirement with friends. Love an Hugs to you all. |