[yorkietalkjilly]

I'm very sorry you've lost London and pray that your pain soon begins to subside to something you can better tolerate. I know that all the things we say like she's forever in your heart and she will live forever in your memories, though true, feel kind of meaningless right now while the pain is so raw and the loss is so huge. The missing them never stops - your mind and body just get exhausted from grieving and hurting so badly and somehow you adjust better to it and day by day, go on as there is nothing else to do. I imagine having two other little babies to get you through her loss will be very helpful and you will have them to help bring you out of the depths of misery and the need to care for and interact with them won't let you brood too very long any given time. I'll pray that your grief and pain get less and less by the day and someday before too very long, your smile will return and you will feel better. Hug those two babies!!! R.I.P., London.