I'm so sorry about your little precious little Jake. I'm sorry to that you are going through such grief and sorrow. I can relate with your desires to give up but I can also say that this period in your life will change. I lost two of my little yorkie girls one in June and the other just last month two days after we had lost my mother in law. Both of the of our little babies were almost 13yrs. There is hope through it all there is healing with time and it does happen! Your pain and hurt will not last forever. The real message of Lazarus I think would be the love and power that raised him. That was a miracle that happened and they still happen everyday.That same love can do the same thing for you raise you out of this time of despair. Have hope be encouraged by all the people that take it to heart that you are hurting and be strenghtened by the prayers. |