Well i would like to say but The love is in my heart. I have had a very bad childhood and im basically afraid people will leave me so I try to do it first even though I know Jeff would never leave me. My self esteem isnt great either and always think everythings my fault which Jeff never blames me. He dont hit me, he dont do anything except some of the things he says when im about to rip the family apart which I understand. Jeff is who has been here for me since I was 18. He lov3es me unconditional and I know damn well I know it too so I know it may seem stupid to some to get a wedding ring tattoo and I understand your points of view but im going to be with him for the rest of my life. I had the money to leave and I didnt i was grown up enough to sit down and talk and tell him what is going inside my crazy head and were closer than ever. Im not yelling at all im just explaining that this is how it is and any information would be greatly appreciated! Thanks |