[wemple2]

Please keep communicating your feelings...it not only helps your heart heal, but it gives you opportunity to remember Meika. Share your thoughts, your stories. She will give you the strength you'll need to grieve, endure the pain and eventually move on. It helps to "talk" to her in prayer, in your thoughts and memories. After losing Spencer, years ago...that's exactly what I did. It made me feel close to him...still to this day, before falling asleep, I tell him good-night and that I'll always love him, I remember him fondly and I still miss him dearly. Let her help you...