I am so very sorry, I understand your grief and your concern about another pup. I just went through this in October when my precious little girl was ill and cancer was discovered. The details don't matter but it was the most painful loss of my life and I was inconsolable. My husband couldn't stand the pain and wanted to rush out and get a pup, I just couldn't. I needed time to grieve and for me my Shelby deserved my grief. I knew I had to have a Yorkie in my life again but I wanted to be able to enjoy a pup for the individual she would be. I spent time researching breeders and got in line for a pup that wasn't born yet. Months passed and I was able to get my new pup in February. She is everything I could hope for and my heart is healing. While I will always have a special place in my heart for my dear Shelby, I just couldn't be that sad forever. There really isn't anything like a Yorkie! Your new pup will be different but there is just something so wonderful about this breed. Take your time, grieve, heal and love again. It's possible, trust me. |