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Originally Posted by MauiGirl  You truly know the pain I am in, and I am so sorry you had to go through this recently. It is also good to hear there is hope that things will feel better one day, and I will wait for that. I have felt like I am losing my mind; I can be thinking happy thoughts of Meika, then joking about her little quirks, and right out of the blue cry so much I get sick and can't eat or sleep. Waiting for peace. |
It took me probably a month before I'd stop having flashbacks to taking Minnie out of the ER for the last time. The thought would just randomly enter my head no matter what I was doing. It makes me tear up right now as I'm writing this. But this insane pain finally started to go away for me and the memories became more about my best friend as opposed to losing my best friend. I think, and hope, the same happens with you and Meika, but I think you have a lot more grieving ahead of you for now. It just has to hurt this badly to lose such an incredibly special friend. Just no healthy way around it.