I too have been thinking about you & Meika the last few days and I pray that you find peace really soon. I put myself in your shoes and hold Hannah really tight as the thought of losing her one day breaks my heart. I once had to take 2 calves to my vet and one of them died while the vet was trying to determine what was wrong with her. I lost it and my vet told me that if you have them you will loose them one day. His words have stuck with me and enter my mind almost everyday. I realize that all we can do is love and care for them and make sure that they are as happy as they can possibly be. You did that for Meika and will continue to do that for the rest of your babies so I hope that somehow you can find peace in these words. Take care!!
__________________ Hannah's Mom |