You've been in my thoughts and I've been praying for you. I'm glad you have your other babies.... I think too that my other ones really helped me get through the worst after Peek passed. Driving off a cliff, sorry but I laughed... I would have too just to be with my little buddy, and to stop the pain of missing him so badly. But then my others would have suffered, so I had to stay here for them. I know now too that I was in shock for 1-2 weeks right after his passing, and didn't realize it till I started to come out of it. Then I was shocked that I was in shock, I knew his death was going to affect me very deeply, but the intensity was just crazy unbearable at times.
Hugs to you and the pups... |