Thank you, thank you, thank you, each and every one of you who has reached out to comfort me. Your words mean more to me than you will ever know. I love you all.
I took my precious Meika to be cremated, and it was hard, but not nearly as hard as her last hour of struggling yesterday. It happened so fast and was so toxic she didn't stand a chance. That was a nightmare I hope I will someday forget.
I came home this afternoon to 3 curious confused fur girls, and I have cried so much I am numb. My heart is so broken I don't know how I will ever get over this. I miss my little smiley face Meika. She was the leader of the pack, boss of the house, and center of our universe.
I want to share more about her when I feel rested. Thank you for caring for me and my furkids. |