You poor thing. I don't know if you should be driving right now and probably need to be lying down, taking care of yourself. I've been where you are before and suddenly losing one of your precious babies is just one of the most horrible times in life. The pain of losing someone you love so dearly and worked so hard to keep well and safe and protected is devastating and requires deep grieving time, rest, talking about it when you feel the need and understanding support in order to get past the tragedy of it. Don't try to do too much right now and just grieve your baby. I wish I could take this pain away from you somehow, Sandy.
__________________  Jeanie and Tibbe One must do the best one can. You may get some marks for a very imperfect answer: you will certainly get none for leaving the question alone. C. S. Lewis |