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welcome to YT,
I am so very very sorry for your loss. I had to put my sweet baby girl of 16 years down in Oct. 2013.,was so overwhelming for me, the pain in my heart was severe. I know the pain you are going through. Stay strong, think about either adopting or getting another baby, it helps in the healing process of your loss, but that is your decision. YT is an understanding, loving group of members that have had their losses and know your pain, YT members are very supportive, crying helps relieve the pain, but does not erase the loss. God bless you, I will keep you in my prayers hoping to ease some of your pain.