 It's been 4 years today
Heidi it's been 4 yrs today and my heart is still breaking. You were my soul mate and companion and I miss you so very much. You loved me through the good times and bad and never once judged me and I miss you so much. I looked for a puppy for two years before I found you and when I saw you it was instant love. At 7 weeks you were so tiny and beautiful and you laid your little head on my shoulder for the long drive home. I remember you started squirming right before I got home and I knew you had to potty but I thought you could make it the few last miles. Poor little girl you peed all over my shirt but I didn't care you already had my heart. You slept right beside me every night of your life and if I would have stayed in bed all day long so would you. And remember when we would slow dance around the room. And oh my goodness how many miles during those almost eighteen years have I rocked you -- too many to count. It was an honor to be your mama for all those years and I thank God that he lent you to me for that long. You were my love and my life and there will never be another that could take your place. Sometimes I feel so guilty because I do love Elsy, Izzie and McKenzie but it's a different kind of love. I just don't have the same kind of bond with them that you and I had.
You still sleep beside the bed in your little urn wrapped in your favorite blanket and you will go with me when my time comes and I know one of these days we will be together again at last. Until then be with your special dad until I come for you. I love you my Angel. |