Thank you everyone!
I'm having a hard time seeing my replies to you guys…is there always a delay?
In any case, I truly appreciate everyone's responses!
This is a high-stress process. I didn't expect it to be easy, but I was also hoping to carry through with the original plan and suddenly not having it, it was like slipping a rug from under my feet.
I'm sure in time I will regain my balance…I hope