I can imagine how difficult this is for you....if I did not have all these babies, I would "foster" her for you until you felt you were in a position to take your baby back, if that time came. She needs a less stressful environment than she would be in here. I am praying for you and your baby.....the decision to give her up, in order for her to continue to get the care she needs, care that your own life circumstance has dictated your can not devote exclusively to her, shows where your devotion lies. God bless you for that...... |