They say time heals and I know it does. I recently lost my Little Lacy and one thing I know is that I find instead of thinking or having night mares about her death that now I think more of the sweet moments or laugh. And there is always that moment or two when you think of them and wish they were with you still and I am not sure that ever goes away. It is those moments that were tough but they too are mellowing out and not so overwhelming. I understand your pain, loss, and the missing of devotion, love, and companionship and hope that that void will someday be filled. I have other yorkies and they are wonderful but Little Lacy was a glow in my heart and it sounds like that is the same for you. With warm regard, Mary