I really appreciate all of your kind words and advice.. Ivy had three more grand mal seizures today. after consulting with the family friend who is a respected vet and taking her to the ER. and talking to the er dr for over an hour , we are going to help Ivy find a new home. They said that she is really sick and if she makes it then she is going to need to go to a home that can handle a special need puppy. I can't stand the idea of not knowing where she is but I am a nurse and work 12 hour shifts 3 days in a row. My family is in and out but with what the Dr. has said she needs to be with someone who can watch out for her, baby her and medicate when needed. I felt like my heart was ripping out of my chest and even now i am second guessing myself. My head knows that she needs more attention than i can give her... so this will be my last post for now.. Maybe later i will try again with a RESPECTED breeder!!! and do lots of homework.. love and kiss on your babies!!
