and i am trying to do what's right for him. i feel i have let him down the day he was stolen, and after almost 5 years of not knowing and living everyday blaming myself for that day, and then hearing that he has been found. all the emotions, unanswered questions came rushing in. the fear, the guilt, the pain and everything else. when i told the old lady that i wasn't going to take him from her i thought i was doing what's best for him at that moment…but as the news begin to sink in every second i started doubting what i said. don't think that i don't want what's best for him. i been trying to make it work with my current situation with work. and since its been slow i asked him today if i could take off a few days next week to go get Yoshi and he agreed that was best. |