Thank you all for the kind words and I too now feel that it's in his best interest and mine to bring him home. I been playing it over and over in my head all day. Still wondering if this is still some sort of dream. The picture shows how sad he is. My only problem is that I can't make it back until christmas. I was down and out of a job for so long and I can't afford to be out of another job when I have 6 furbabies to take care of. I been driving myself crazy all day today looking through old pictures od yoshi from the first day I got him up to my lost/stolen flyer. My heart is heavy and torn on what to do. It's been almost 5 years and in those 5 years I questioned and blame myself for being so careless to let him out to potty without a thought of him getting stolen. And I beat myself up for it each day. And now after hearing that he has been found I still am in disbelief. But how do I take him back without hurting the elderly lady? How is he going to adjust himself to my other 6? Will I have time to help him heal? Will I bring more pain and suffering to him if I'm at work and can not give him the attention he needs? What if he doesn't remember me? Or maybe he blames me for what he has been through. I so very much want to jump in my car and go see him, hold him, tell him I'm sorry for letting him out that day. There are a million and one things going through my head right now. I'm so confused and since hearing the news that he has been found all the emotions and pain I have somehow covered up these past few years has been bought up to the surfuce. |