Thanks so much to all of you. I do believe this is the hardest thing I have ever gone through. Getting through the morning routine before work, and especially the evening routine, when I get home is the hardest. She was always in the window on her pillow waiting for me. I guess I need to establish new routines. One quick note, I stated that she was 1.9 lbs.... well that was on the day I put her to sleep. Just two weeks earlier, she was all of 4 lbs...her dosage of Trifexis was only a half a tab, which the vet said was correct since the package dosage starts at 5 lbs. I couldn't go through the agony of an autopsy, but in my heart, and after hours of research, I do believe the Trifexis was the culprit....and unfortunately, my vet is agreeing with me. Amazon.com has pulled this poison from their stock and refuses to sell it. If a corporation like that will not sell it...what does that say?
I wish I could post her picture, but it seems to be too big for my profile picture and I don't know how to resize. Thanks again for your kind, loving words. I really need them. |