Try not to feel guilty - you were saving her the pain and agony of lingering while very, very ill. You did the kind thing and the thing your baby would choose for herself if she could. Try and talk about her, post about her and get out your pain and anguish - it is said that that helps the grieving process. I know how much you are hurting now and hope that one day before too long, the pain will get less and you will begin to live and love again. I'm so sorry you have lost your Promise.
__________________  Jeanie and Tibbe One must do the best one can. You may get some marks for a very imperfect answer: you will certainly get none for leaving the question alone. C. S. Lewis |