Dear ones,
Thank you for thinking of me. The days are getting longer now. The emptiness she has left behind is palpable, but I think I am sleeping a little less. I have an appointment with a pet loss support group and an animal communicator. Cassie continues to thrive where she is, but I am missing her very very much. It has been two weeks today since Muffins death. I have to admit I still find it hard to accept, but I suppose that will last a long time. I still get choked up when I talk about her. As for Cassie, my family is worried about my health, especially if I should lose her too. They think it would be too difficult for me, especially with the needs of my father which are escalating. I am torn, and still do not know what is best for us right now. But I am at peace knowing Cassie is doing so well where she is. This is probably not the right time to make that decision. I love her so very much and I want to do what is right for her and my dad. We will see. For now, I continue to work on healing. I might go away for a while for a change of scene-maybe to the ocean or the mountains. You are always in my heart.
As always,
Love Shellie |