Thanks you guys. Michele, I emailed you.
I'm doing ok, I mean it's not a full blown panic attack but I'm sooo upset. It's such a little thing, you'd think, but to me it's a big big deal. I really struggle with my anxieties sometimes and especially now of all times to be embarassed in front of my grandparents of all people. I get my ocd to be clean FROM my grandmother, but she's so ocd she can't laugh at it, I mean she's obsessed with things being clean.
Of course they laughed and said they came to see me, not my house, but I still feel really really embarassed. I am probably going to lay down and see if that helps me breathe better bc right now it's a little tight.
I'll be ok, though. C'est la vie
