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Originally Posted by broodizt  Precious ones,
I want you to know I read every word of every post, and it is giving me strength and energy to actually get out of bed in the morning. Thank you all for your love and your compassion. What is it about Yorkie Talkers that makes them so special? I ask myself that question a million times a day. It's really amazing-I just don't know what to make of it.
So now I am making bargains with God. Yes, I know it is ridiculous. I'm at the if only stage. If only I could hold her once more, if only I could rub her belly or feel her soft thick fur, if only I could nibble her ears, or give her angel wing kisses, if only I could take her out for a walk once more, if only I could feed her treats once more, if only I could play "catch the Muffin" once more, if only I could take her for a ride once more, or snuggle with her in bed once more, dress her in her spiffy clothes once more. If only..........................  |
Shellie,
Hold onto those moments that you did share with her and that made you smile. I know it hurts so so terribly bad, but hold onto those. You had those moments. They happened. Yes, taken away too soon, but they happened. You and Muffin were so blessed to have each other. That is love. It hurts so so painfully when we lose a loved one, but wow...the time we had with them was worth the pain.
Do you have pics and videos of her that you can look at that will make you remember a silly thing she did? Something that made you giggle or laugh? If so, look at them. I can promise these things will make you cry but you will also be surprised at how those things that made you laugh can still make you giggle and smile for a split second. Taking things moment by moment and second by second...that's what you are doing. So grab onto any second of a smile that you can, ok?
Also, you are right about Yorkie Talkers. I can tell you what it is. I came to the realization last night and told a few...we all truly DO love each other. It's a given that we all love the pups. That's what we are here for. But wow...we are a family and we love each other. People we've never even met in person. It's an amazing thing and I consider it a gift God has touched us all with.
You are in my prayers all day, everyday. I want you to know that. I hope you feel it.