[AndysMommy]

This comes off kind of harsh but please know that I do not by any means mean this in a hurtful way. But as a loving and firm believer. My dad ran over my golden retriever by accident and killed her many years ago. But that didn't mean I wasn't worthy of having my other dogs. I wasn't going to give my pride and joy away to god knows who because my father made
A terrible mistake. That would be selfish of me. It wasn't her fault either. He should have been more careful. It is not your fault. I know I'm very codependent and I always feel everything is my fault. And in situations like these, we feel as if we failed our babies. However you did not. Life goes on with or without people and animals. Maybe the lord wants you to dedicate yourself to the miracle he has saved. Cassie is a miracle. She survived. And though its awful what happen to muffin, now is the time to really help Cassie and let her help you. What would be selfish is to just give her a new home because you didn't stop and allow yourself to grieve and made a impulse decision. You will regret giving her a new home once time sets in. And if Cassie is given a new home she won't be able to handle the stress or heartbreak of the one person who believed in her ( aside from all of is) I alone have grown so attached to you and your babies. But please don't give Cassie away. She depends on you and that would be letting her down. You will end up hating yourself. Cassie is your baby to. Dont forget that. Its not your fault. It was a accident. I love all of you and I've cried with you and so has my mom and even my fiance. You have a HUGE support team. You are strong and will get through this. Cassie won't unless your by her side. There is no telling how much longer Cassie has here on earth but she pulled through BECAUSE SHE LOVES YOU! And you didn't give up on her! So why start now. Cassie will be fine. If your worried it will happen again, ask your father nicely to not mess with Cassie because she is so fragile. I'm begging you pleaseeee for the sake of Cassie and Muffin , don't let Cassie go. That is not what muffin would want. I'm still praying for you guys and crying with you. I look at my baby and think I'm not a good yorkie mom because he's so crazy and there are times I think about finding him a new home because I sometimes feel I can't give him.everything all of the time. But then I see how much he loves me, how he depends on me and follows me around and then I realize how selfish that would be because his little heart would break if I left him. I would be devastated, and so would Cassie. We are all here for you. Give it a good week before you do anything. Pleasssssseeee. Best of wishes and many prayers.
Kristen