When you devote your life to caring for, protecting, and loving a much loved baby, the pain feels almost unbearable when we lose them. It's so difficult to live, and life seems to lose its purpose. Thankfully, you have your dad and Cassie who both need you. I'm am so deeply sorry for your tragic loss, and my heart is broken, too. You love your babies so completely and freely with a wide open heart. They are a deep part of you, and they will always remain a part of your heart. You will live again, and you will love Muffin forever. Memories of her will keep her alive for you. I hope the pain lessens in time and that you get to the time that thinking about Muffin puts a smile on your face. |