A week an 1/2 until my wedding and I am falling for another man

He is so sweet and adorable. He is about 12, which is fine with me, his eyes are a bit cloudy but still so full of life! He needs a dental and a growth removal but other than that you would never guess his age. I havent introduced him to my dogs yet but I am certain they will get along. WHY did this have to happen NOW! I am leaving for my honeymoon and it's just not fair. whyyyyyyyyyy?