 My dear new friends
The owner of the dog called the police because he didnt want to get in trouble. I didnt tell you that he yelled at me for not having ana on a leash.. His dog broke out of the garage.. But the dog was set to kill.. If ana was on a leash, and i pulled her up.. It could have been the both of us.. The police said they would send animal control but ive heard nothing.
I cant eat .. I just sleep... And go through my day lost...
My year has been awful.. An abuse trial im going through with my daughter against her father.. Breast cancer scare.. Now im going for ovarian cancer tests... Really. Really.. Not only is my ray of sunshine gone... But i am left with those images...
All i see is my baby trying to take one last breath...
Im not angry at god.. Im puzzled..
And i miss my baby so much its unbearable..imdont know how to make it the next minute..
Im in bed this morning where ana would be.. Cuddled until it was uppy time...
And all i have is an empty spot |